:’)

In the beginning I kept waiting for the moment when you would break my heart. The moment when you would wake up and realize that guys like you don’t go for girls like me. But that moment never came. So overtime I got more comfortable and I let my guard down. I let myself fall for you, and once I did, I experienced the best two years of my life. But eventually, that moment that I had been so afraid of before did come. And I was left wondering why I ever let myself fall in love. I think I knew that you would break me all along, but at a certain point I was so happy I didn’t want to let myself believe it :’) .

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Let’s :’)

Let’s just sit talking , all through the night

you and me on the terrace , stars burning bright.

Too many things in my heart , which I could not say

I am too tired in my soul , of the games people play.

Just look at me smiling , as the winds comb are hair

let trust make my eyes say , which my lips can’t dare.

We smile real we laugh hard , we watch the sunrise

let there be a night of truth , I am sick of the lies.

Like a drug.

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Like a drug, bitterness seeps into my bones like your love once had.
Your name is like a chant in my head, all day, but still when I hear someone say it, poison spews in my body and bile rises to my throat.
For every promise of love that you ever made to me, there is a promise of hate I have made to myself.
Every place where there was once your love, I have filled it with twice as much hate.
You have consumed me, once because of love, and now, because of hate.

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I will wait :’)

I will wait for you love ,  till I feel it’s true

I won’t be the toy that can come and screw.

My time my feelings , are not up for sale

I am happy single , I don’t want your jail.

I know the drama , I know the games they play

I am a hard brick now , not that old soft clay. :’)

Love like that.

And when you are really in love , my friend

“Her scarred skin will glow in perfection , her running nose would be the cutest red thing ever , her messy hair will feel like silky strands tangled in your fingers , and that little extra weight under her skin will make you to hug her tighter but then you really need to love her.” ,my friend.

One day!

One day I will find , stars in the skies ,

There will be no Scars , no sweet sugar lies .

One day my luck will sing me a happy song ,

I will smile whole day , and at night sleep long .

One day my friend I will travel the World ,

I am living in a Cage , but i will be a free Bird.

You.

“I fell in love with you.With the way you smile,

With how you smell. I can’t think of one thing about you that I’m not in love with.

To me you are perfect ,your “flaws” aren’t flaws because I adore them all.

I am in love with you,with every single piece of you.”

 

 

Like a drug.

Like a drug, bitterness seeps into my bones like your love once had.
Your name is like a chant in my head, all day, but still when I hear someone say it, poison spews in my body and bile rises to my throat.
For every promise of love that you ever made to me, there is a promise of hate I have made to myself.
Every place where there was once your love, I have filled it with twice as much hate.
You have consumed me, once because of love, and now, because of hate.

And then it wasn’t……

It was love.
A beautiful, full kind of love.
The kind of love that you read about in books.
A love that fills you to the brim so that you can no longer feel empty.
A love that makes you forget everything bad.
A love that takes your breath away.
The type of love that we had.

Then it wasn’t.
Then it was tears and blood and sorrow.
The kind of tears that makes you feel completely empty.
A deep red blood that can’t be covered by a bandage.